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22nd October 2009

5:13pm: 10/22/09
I'm not setting a good precedent am I? Yesterday was day three of the journaling project and all I had to show for it was a friend protected post showing an IM conversation. To be fair, it was an IMPORTANT conversation, but I was still pretty much slacking off. I know why, though. I was out of sorts.

Have you ever suddenly remembered something from years (and years and years) ago out of the blue? I was in the miada with my dad with the top down and we were blasting some music. My leg was leaning against one of the speakers and I could feel the vibrations coming from it. So I was thinking about how cool it would be to like lean against or on top of a really large speaker and feel the vibrations while listening to good music.
Then I remembered this:

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I remember a little more about that night but that's what struck me the most. I'm not sure exactly what he was talking about, but I do know I ended up crying over it. And the memory kinda put me in a funk for the rest of the day.

I did get to talk to Stevie last night. And the night before. It's nice, he's a good listening ear. I can talk about important things with him as well as silly. I also talked to Sheryl for the first time in forever. Hers was the IM conversation in my fail journal entry.

On to...other things.

Mom and dad and I got me moved into my new room today. Kinda sprung it on me. Dragged me away from writing this post, actually, which I started at like 4:30, BTW. We got all the crap cleaned up from sheet rocking and spacling and painting and sanding and all that.  Cleaned up the floor, placed the hope chest and vanity and dresser. Then I cleared off my bed and we moved in the box spring and mattress, which are sitting on the floor for now until my dad sands and refinishes my bed frame.
My shelves are a hot mess. Books are already stacked haphazardly, all my other crap that was in here waiting for the furnature and shit to be in place are stacked inbetween.
I still have to go through everything left in the old room. Clean, fold and sort all the clothes and crap on the floor. I really need to get rid of a lot of it. I need to get my SOLAR stuff together and in the dresser. The clothes I wear are going in the new and improved (and organizer heaven of a) closet. Things that are a smidge to  small that I'd like to get back into are going into the Vanity drawers.
And I need to figure out where I'm hanging my candle sconces and knick-knack boxes.

So, a lot of work ahead of me.  Worth it, I think.
A shame in the scheme of things I wont be in this room long. I'll move out, get married and so on. BUT, I do have a pretty room for now, which rocks, and will make an awesome guest room.

weirthweiofope Okay, sorry, had to clear the brain for a moment.

I had one of those random moments where I suddenly see myself in the mirror and think 'whoa! I'm pretty!'.
Even though my hair was a mess and I was still in uniform. I wasn't wearing the make-up I usually wear when i feel pretty. I just kinda felt good about myself. And I think the fact that this is happening more awesome is a good sign that I might be working toward helping myself with the body and self-esteem issues I've had since always. Though, I have learned some people didn't know just how far down the rabbit hole I've been and for how long. I'll credit that to my love of acting. And hating anyone seeing me as weak(or human).


I have a pretty room. *grins*
I'm going to go work on my shelves.
Current Mood: cheerful

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20th October 2009

2:38pm: It's been a long time, hasn't it?
10/20/09
I don't know if anyone still has me on their friends lists anymore. It's literally been years since I used this blog. But I find it fitting that I should come home to it, so to speak. I've taken up a project. Well, two projects, really. The first is the one I meant, though. For the past few days I've been obsessed with journals and blogs and the various files where I just write my brain without pause for silly things like paragraphs or propriety. So, I realized that there are too many places where I've done this. My life story, from when I began recording it, though never regularly, has been shattered and cast across my life, my computers, the internet...

I'm pulling the pieces back together. This meant finding my various livejournals and xangas and files on the computer where I write my brain without pause for silly things like paragraphs or propriety, and of course the three million paper journals I have kept. Of which I'm not even SURE I saved all of them. Which is terrifying and sad.

In the course of doing this, though, I rediscovered this livejournal. It's by far the oldest of any of my journals, the entries dating back to 2003. And reading this blog was a eye opener. I was...hateful when I was 15/16. And I turned my back on events simply because I was too dumb to know I shouldn't. If you ever get the chance, I suggest you read the oldest journals and blog posts of yours that you can find. Looking back can mean learning a lot about yourself.

Enough with the first project.

The second project is simple enough. I'm going to keep a daily journal. I will write my brain without pause for silly things like paragraphs or propriety every day. Except, I probably will paragraph and have grammar and such because I've become a bit anal about such things. I probably wont be writing in the blog every day, but I will be writing. And I intend to systematically fill up my paper journals on those days when I do write by hand. This will be my computer journal, though, I will warn you some of the posts will be friends locked and so on.

To the entry!

I can't sum up what has happened in my life in the past six years in one blog post. I'm sure some of you, if you remember me at all, probably friended my Not_so_Emo_Girl journal when I made it. Though, some time ago I deleted it. Which is a shame, I cannot recover the blogs from the years that I kept that journal updated except for the things I cross-posted to my Xanga.

Still, here are some of the highlights:
A didn't end up killing anyone
I passed a couple classes
I failed a couple classes
I graduated from highschool
I had and lost many boyfriends
I got my first job
I did a few classes in college
I quit my first job
I got my current job
My best friend began dating my brother (Neesha and Alex)
I stopped going to SOLAR, though I do miss it
I started Table-top RPing more
I made some amazing friends at said games
I gained an amazing boyfriend
Alex and TaNeesha got Engaged
I gained so much weight I hit a size 26 in jeans.
I started dieting and working out.

So where am I now?
I live at home with Mom and Dad still. I work at Chick-Fil-A in Hickory. I spend my free time talking about writing but rarely ever actually writing. I'm finally coming to love my own body and who I am. And, thank the dear gods in heaven, I've learned more or less to spell properly. I take much more with a nice big bucket of sea salt. I've also grown in ways I can't rightly put into words; needless to say, I don't want to kill people I don't agree with for the most part. I don't think that being open-minded is being exactly like me.

So, I'm trying to get healthy because a couple pairs of size 26 jeans were the wake-up call I needed to start seriously looking at how much I've let myself go. I've never really been skinny, not since I was a snot-nosed kid who stood on top of the open cabinet doors in my grandmother's kitchen. I was always fat, it seemed, but I was okay with that. Well, I wasn't OKAY with it, but I was not in the frame of mind to correctly lay the blame squarely on my own shoulders.

With TaNeesha's wedding coming up next year, a pair of jeans that made me cry to look at the tag, and a brother(Devin) hell-bent on going to the gym every day I decided to diet and get my own gym membership. I could do without people constantly saying how proud they are of my dedication/whatever, but I AM proud of myself. I am sticking to it. Mom also is paying for me to see the weight loss doctor so I can get a little help along the way. All told I've lost 20 pounds so far and several inches. I'm down two sizes in jeans (depending on the brand *sigh*) and I'm between sizes on shirts currently.

I just hit the 20 pound mark today, actually. I can't wait to talk to the doctor again at my progress check-up.

I'm done for today, though, I'll talk to you again sometime soon.
Current Mood: thoughtful

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8th December 2005

10:06pm: READ IT

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL!

If you read the article I'm sure you are sharing my sentiments about it. Millions of people all over the country and in many others have Blogs. I, myself, have 2 Xangas, And 2 Live Journals. I was even thinking of getting a my space for a story I'm writing in diary form. But this is beyond stupid.

Blogs aren't news, even if news makers have them. They are a place for people to shout at the world without being crucified for their opinions because there is a nifty delete comment button. Oh wow, two teenagers posted on their blog, but then went and killed one's parents.

What do they expect an article like this to accomplish? Seriously, All it will do is draw more attention to the sites it mentioned. Yes, with a blog you put your life on display, but who is to say you're honest? I say I am an 18 year old girl who lives in North Carolina and LARPS. But Who is to say that I'm no a forty-five year old transvestite with a weight problem and athletes foot.

There was hard news mentioned in that article, Murders, deaths, A kid unjustly being sent to camp because his parents can't handle his sexuality. But that is lost in the utter garbage of the fact that - Oh my god - they all used BLOGS! This must be a disturbing trend, death by blog, SAVE US.

I get the utter Irony of my ranting on and on about it on a blog but this is my only public forum. I can't voice my opinions to them directly, but if I post it on here Joe Shmoe can come here, read this and think 'Huh, this girl has a point.' Or 'This Chick is freaking NUTS' The fact is I would get someone to think.

That's what Blogging is, publishing your opinion so that others will think on it. Some may think differently and post as much, but hey, It's a free country, let them think. It's not a crime to think that your life is interesting to warrant posting it publicly. It is not a crime to see if you have anyone who can sympathize with your problems.

I don't see why the fact two teenagers who were stupid and offed two parents had BLOGS warrants a THREE PAGE Article. This is the height ff America's lunacy, I'm literally so livid with the base of this article that I'm gesturing wildly as I type because I can't find the words to express my feeling verbally.

Thus concludes my rant lest I die from over exertion.

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4th December 2005

12:47pm: I'm back.
I'm BACK!
I'm trying to get interesting in LJ again. It has better communities. I can get actual Constructive crit. Here.

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9th August 2005

4:45pm: Thirty Reasons for Thirty Days: Why you [yes, you!] should participate in National Novel Writing Month

1. Completing a novel (or for some, even starting a novel) is one more thing to cross off the life goals list.

2. Camaraderie with people are suffering the same pains at the same time as you are is so wonderful.

3. Nanowrimo forums! Links to really awesome website, games, etc.

4. It's another excuse to sit in front of the computer (or notebook) and gulp mass quantities of caffeine.

5. The realization that, contrary to popular belief, you are not the busiest person in the world, even with Nanowrimo.

6. If you've never written a paper in one night (or two, or three) before, you eventually will. Nanowrimo is good practice.

7. If you're still in school, you can procrastinate writing by doing homework. The opposite procrastination technique works equally well. If you're not in school, you can procrastinate in this way by doing something that you should actually be doing, such as laundry or taking out the trash.

8. Nanowrimo t-shirts to buy so you can declare your insanity to the world.

9. If you break 50,000 words before 30 November and get it verified, you get a super-cool certificate and winner's icon.

10. Even if you don't finish, you can still brag by saying, "I'm writing a novel this month. What are you doing?"

11. Haven't you ever wanted to answer "How are you?" with a number?

12. Most people [cough...teachers] say, "Write about this topic." With Nanowrimo, any imaginable topic can be your novel, even butt-kicking pirates from Jupiter. [Hey, there's an idea...]

13. It's a chance to let your inner critic loose for thirty days. Let a typo become a part of your novel. Invent swear words for your characters to use. Watch what comes out when you don't have an inner critic to stop you.

14. It only truly costs time, sanity, and social life.

15. How long it takes for cyanide to kill someone? What kind of knives did the Greeks use? Get the answers from fellow Wrimos.

16. The number one reason that people don't pass 50,000 words is because [surprise!] they don't begin. If you write just one measly word, you're ahead of more than half the Wrimos who signed up in 2003.

17. Thousands of people around the world--different everything--participate. They share a love of writing...and their ideas with you.

18. Just because your character is stuck doesn't mean that you have to be. Use a deus ex machina or a snide reference to whatever you want. Kill your main character if you want to. Just get your novel out of that block!

19. Your participation will mock those authors who take a lot more time writing novels. Those novels are typically much better novels, but it really is possible to write a draft in a month.

20. Allow others around you to question your sanity [assuming they don't already question it, that is.]

21. You can become a hermit for thirty days...or at least while you're writing. This excuse will only work for a month at a time, though.

22. You can threaten someone with, "If you don't [annoying action], I'll write you into my novel and kill you there!"

23. It helps you to realize the value of sleep.

24. Writing a novel is an excuse not to go out with friends or to that annoying event that you just can't stand going to.

25. The adrenaline rush that comes along when you've just written 1500 words in an hour is wonderful. Nanowrimo should be a drug.

26. Nanowrimo gives you an opportunity to improve your typing or scribbling skills without those boring lessons.

27. Even though you're procrastinating on something, you're also learning the art of time management.

28. There's a story in your head that must come to life. If it doesn't, those characters will hate you forever.

29. It's fun!

30. It really is possible.

Are you convinced yet? Good. Go to www.nanowrimo.org and sign up today. Actual novel-writing begins 1 November 2005, local time. Good luck!

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8th September 2004

10:31pm: Good Friend Good food
GOd I had a blast tonight! Alex, Devin, Tice, Beth-anne, Jason, Alex, Scott, and I all went out to Buffilows for checken wings together. Bottomless baskets of cheken wings all around. We spent about three hours Bulshitting and eathing talking and laughing. We nearly got thrown out for singing loudly and off key. I had so much fun I love just haning out with friends, I never do that anymore. This is the first time in three years this gang has been together. I almost forgot how good it felt. I gotta get off her but i leave with this in mind.

"Chicken wings are so f---ing awsome"
Current Mood: ecstatic

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2:31pm:

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable!

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable!

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7th September 2004

10:43pm: Hmmmm She has a point
Jeni's post Has made me want to get intue with My body again. I want to start bellydanceing but i need to find a class and i wouls walk But i have to wait on that becaus of rain/flooding from that damn hurricane. I'm not sure what else i could do though. Do any of you have suggestions?

In other news, Was called a Britney wannabe and a poser tody becuaes i wore a schoolgirlish outfit. Not funny.

Saw AVP again, this time with Jeff. That would be our second date so far. Not sure if i want to be exclusive with him or just a casual dateing thing.

I like going to knyghtmare and talking to the guy who plays grandpa. Hes cool. Spent all of the game talking to him and a few others last sat.

I've been in an odd mood of late (seems like i always say that) I feel like i want to find a new identity for myself, Mabe its just me but, I'm tired of being the same as always. I want to just be diffrent from what everyone knows me as for once. I want ot get in shape, mabe take up jogging or running. I wish i could swim everyday, but that'd be over kill and I dont really trust the Valdese swimmin pool. I'll go back to walking about 3 miles a day when the ran dies, but that may take a while. :( I'm not sure what i can do to keep me motivated.

I've been praying alot lately, since i have been going to devotions, I might start going to Youth at one of the nearby churches if my mom is okay with it. Probly the one just up the road that Billy goes to If i do.

I've been working on my stories, I'm posting on www.Fictionpress.net, I'm going over the longer one again, Its new title is Tinodia's Journey, I might change it later on but thats what i got for now.

Hmm random thoughts are fun. but kinda have to have the backround to be used in formal coversation thou so its not as fun but i leave you with my quote of a lifetime.

"I hope you like pai(n). . . oooooo Cake!"
Current Mood: Meh. . .

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6th September 2004

9:22am: Should I actually turn the rant i have in this post TO a school offical? One of the girls in my class wants to put it in the head pricipal's box.

Should I let Her?
Current Mood: curious

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9:17am: Emo Girl?
Do you think I Am an Emo Girl? Why or Why not?
Current Mood: curious

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3rd September 2004

11:19pm: Emo Girl?
So a couple things happened during school today. First of at devotions today I actually spoke one of my prayer requests. Thats something that was a bit hard for me to do since i am usually very personal about my faith. Second, a girl asked me if i would go to the office with her to complain about the dress code, I declined but told her I'd give her a copy of my written complaints to stick in the principles box on tuesday. I had a blah day, watched a video in third nothing much. But in fourth. first I got into a debate about politics, and religious beliefs with Whitney, (Not fun that girl is a jesus FREAK) And she said that John Kerry might be the Anti-christ,and that she likes bush becuse he is a good christian man, and none has any really reason not to like him(Don't get me started on how wrong she is there.) Beth also informed me that I'm an Emo Girl, and that that should be one of my nicknames. Quick question for all who read this.

DO you think I Am an Emo Girl? Why or Why not?
Current Mood: Confuzzled

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2nd September 2004

7:20pm: I've decided to leave this as a short story. COnstructive crit please. ForbodeingCollapse )

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31st August 2004

9:50pm:

The Mystic Pig


I asked the mystic pig: Should I gave up on love?
and the mystic pig said: Yes, but not just yet.

Ask the Mystic Pig another question
created by ixwin

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8:56am: This is Just odd
If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord!

Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your
child may have gone astray from the Lord.

Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child:

-Frequently wears black clothing.

-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.

-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish.

-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include:
reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other
Satanic worshipping symbols.

-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.

-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of
music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks
against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)

-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak
eccentrically.

-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such
as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.

-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic,
the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.

-Takes drugs.

-Drinks alcohol.

-Is suicidal and/or depressed.

-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)

-Complains of boredom.

-Sleeps too excessively or too little.

-Is excessively awake during the night.

-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to
vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.)

-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.

-Spends large amounts of time alone.

-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)

-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.

-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and
elders are but a few examples of this.

-Misbehaves at school.

-Misbehaves at home.

-Eats excessively or too little.

-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.

-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood.
(Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)

-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media
sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)

-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.

-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.

-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.

-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.

-Expresses an interest in sex.

-Masturbates

-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.

-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.

-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".

-Claims to be a goth.

If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.

~St. Mary's Catholic Church

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30th August 2004

9:06am: SOLAR and boys and stuff
Went to the SOLAR one-shot this weekend, It was pretty good. I played a Chaos-beastman, which was fun, I had fangs, horns a tail, and purple, green red, and black chaos veins. I was using a shield, and a very large sword. I had a lot of fun running around doing stuff and I wore a collar and a leash, which people actually pulled me around by. I Met Trey's friend Alex who is pretty cool and very cute. He was playing a Shadow-elf, and wearing a long black, tiered skirt, and a gray tee shirt with a chain mail belt. He had a really cool looking staff that had spikes like a mace, and it was like five times lighter than my sword. After the ride home (six hours bleh) I watched some of the movie Donnie Darko. Then I got online and Talked to Alex for like an hour, He said I was cute. I'm tired and sore but the weekend wasn't an entire waste.
Current Mood: sore

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25th August 2004

7:52pm: Felt elvish today so i took a few pics and manipulated the two i actually liked.

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Current Mood: creative

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24th August 2004

7:12pm: I felt kinda silly the other day so i took a few pictures of myself, Bad hair blah.

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Current Mood: silly

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6:47pm: Something i wrote when exasperated at my school's dress code.

X-posted to hell

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Current Mood: Not sure. . . .

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5:09pm:
WHO are YOU? (Alice doesn't live here anymore) by ChicagoDiva
What is your full given name?
This is who you are in Wonderland
Your closest friend in Wonderland
Your fav activity in Wonderlandplaying cards
Your biggest enemy in WonderlandThe Knave of Hearts
How many days were you at the Mad Tea Party?28
"EAT ME" what REALLY was it?pizza with anchovies
"DRINK ME" what REALLY was it?Hallucinagen
Chances of finding the right key for the door: 84%
Chances of losing your head: 17%
Chances of finding Johnny Depp in Wonderland: 10%
Chances of ever returning to Wonderland: 90%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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15th August 2004

1:58pm: LAST PERSON WHO..

x. Slept in your bed: Me
x. Saw you cry: . . .
x. Made you cry: . . .
x. You shared a drink with: Myself
x. You went to the movies with: Alex, Sara, Richard, Norm, Derik, Melven
x. You went to the mall with: Alex
x. Yelled at you: . . .
x. Sent you an e-mail: Thomas S.

HAVE YOU EVER...

x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: Yes
x. Been to florida: Yes
x. Been to Canada: Yes
x. Danced naked: No
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: not really
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: A couple times
x. Had an imaginary friend: Yeah
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
x. What book are you reading now: None
x. Worst feeling in the world: Being alone
x. Future son's name: Jacob
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeah
x. What's under your bed: Junk
x. Favorite sport to watch: Diving
x. Siblings: 2
x. Location: wouldn't you like to know
x. College plans: yes..
x. Piercings/tattoos: Ears
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: . . .

EXTRA STUFF...

x. Do you do drugs: Nope
x. Do you drink: Nope
x. Who is your best friend: Sheryl
x. What are you most scared of: Being alone
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Tank top and panties
x. Where do you want to get married: THe Ukranian Church My parents were married in
x. Who do you really hate: . . .
x. Been in Love: Yes
x. Do you drive: no
x. Do you have a job: no
x. Do you like being around people: Yeah
x. Are you for world peace: duh huh

STUFF...

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Don't we all?
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Of course
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yeah
x. Want someone you don't have right now: oohh yeah..(Johnny Depp)
x. Are you lonely right now: not too badly
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: 1985
x. Do you want to get married: Yes
x. Do you want kids: Meh

FAVOURITE...
x. Room in house: My room
x. Type(s) of music: rock, alternative
x. Band(s): Evanescence & Dashboard Confessional, Bowling for Soup, Simple Plan
x. Colour: Green
x. Perfume or cologne: Morbid, Fire dance, Tragedy
x. Month: October
x. Stone: Bloodstone

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

x. Cried: nope
x. Bought something: my dinner
x. Gotten sick: Nope
x. Sang: Yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Nope
x. Met someone new: Nope
x. Missed someone: . . .
Current Mood: Meh

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8th August 2004

5:13pm: New updates in my gallery. I have 17 new pictures And i want peoples honest opinions on them Please Comment heres the link My Gallery

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6th August 2004

11:23am: "Part of being on LJ is inevitably gaining a number of LJ buddies. Unfortunately, as time wears on, it's easy to forget where all of them came from.

Post this in your journal and have your friends respond with how they recall first meeting you."
Current Mood: curious

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5th August 2004

1:09am: James lovelace needs to die
SO here is the conversation i get when i talk to my frined beth on YIM

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No One messes with my friends! Next time i see him He is going to get slapped and i'm giving him apiece of my mind.
Current Mood: Wrathful

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3rd August 2004

9:24pm: And people wonder why i like the people at hottopic
So yesterday i spent the afternoon with Alex and Ben. We went to the mall and talked with a guy a waldenbooks for a while then i headed for hot topic. I talked to one of the girls who works there. we got into a discussion on underwear, and Even had the thosts of one of the guys who worked there. Then she pulled me into the dressing room and showed me her panties, and said that 3 bucks at walmart was alot better than some of the stuff they were selling at hottopic. Then WE went out to eat at the chinese food place. A preppy gril kept looking at me weird, it was kind of odd. The we stoped at EBgames they don't have SNES controllers un less i buy another SNES but they have lots of NES controllers. Oh well. Stopped at Party city almost bought a black tail. wendt to walden books bought a japanese soda. Alex opened it and ended up spraying ben in the face. went to Jose's house to pic up alex's phone. then they drove me home. Nothing happened today. blah.
Current Mood: Blah

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30th July 2004

12:20pm: The Basics
1.First Name: Dominique
2.Middle Name: WHich one? I have 2
3.Last Name: Dzioba
4.Nicknames: Comedy D Dom Nik Niki The Dominque Person
5.Birthday: 11/6/87
6.How old would that make you?: 16
7.Star Sign: Scorpio
8.Righty or Lefty?: Righty
9.Hair Color: Dyed red
10.Preferred Hair Color: Red
11.Eye Color: Green
12.Preferred Eye Color: Violet
13.What would you be wearing right now?: PJs..

This or That
15.Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
16.Cake or Pie: cake
17.Popcorn or Chips: chips
18.Theatre or Home: both
19.Pants or Shorts: pants
20.Phone or AIM/AOL: AIM
21.Sneakers or Boots: High Tops
22.Pudding or Jell-O: Pudding
23.Winter or Summer: Neither
24.Ski or Board: Neither
25.Chocolate Milk or White Milk: chocolate
26.Silver or Gold: silver
27.Cows or Pigs: cow

Favorites
28.Color: Green
29.Number: 13
30.Time of the day: Late Night
31.Day of the week: Saturday
32.Month of the year: October
33.Scent: Morbid
34.Taste: honey mustard salmon
35.Flavor of pudding: chocolate
36.Flavor of Jell-O: Red
37.Flavor of Ice Cream: chocolate
38.Kind of Cake: chocolate!!
39.Kind of Pie: Rasberry
40.Beverage: SOBE Lizard Lava

Relationships
42.Do you have friends?: yes
43.How many?: a fair few
44.Who's the one you secretly hate?: You mean like secretly? none secretly
45.Who's the one you would die without?: Alex
46.Who's gonne be pissed you sent them this?: ?
47.Who won't give a rats bum?: everyone
48.Have a crush?: yes
49.Have you ever had a bf/gf before?: yes
50.Were they good in bed?: I wouldn't know
51.How many gf/bf's have you had?: 5
52.Who was the best one?: Jake
53.Do you have a bf/gf now?: Nope
54.Tell me their name: N/a
55.What is your current view on the relationship?: N/a
56.What needs work?: N/a
57.What's perfect?: N/a
58.Tell me...oh I don't know, 5 nice things about your gf/bf: N/a

Guys Section (Fill it out. It isn't limited to just guys) (Hey I like chiks too)
59.Tall or Short? Tall
60.Brunette or Blonde? Brunette
61.Long or short hair? short
62.Make-up? a little is fine
63.Short or long nails? short
64.Jewelry or no? punkish stuff
65.Tan or fair? Medium
66.Freckles? not too many
67.Inside chick or outdoor chick? either works
68.Shy or outgoing? a little of both
69. Ok guys, you think this number is funny. Don't you? You sick little pervert: not really
70.Innocent girl or Naughty girl? Somewhere in the middle
71.Do you like taking lead in the relationship? Not always
72.Do you prefer to make the first move at all times? nope

Girls Section (Fill it out. Not limited just to girls.)
73.Boxers or Briefs?: Ummmm. . .
74.Short or long hair?: long
75.Tall or short?: tall
76.Muscles or Regular guy?: Skinny but just a little touch of muscles
77.Naughty or Nice guy?: Nice
78.Do you want a Romantic Guy?: Yesh
79.Are hats ok?: sometimes
80.Piercings?: sure
81.Do you like Dimples?: meh not really
82.How about Freckles?: a few
83.Cutie or macho man?: cutie
84.Dark or Light eyes?: Light
85.Tan or Fair?: doesn't matter
86.Jewelry or none?: some
87.Indoor guy or outdoor guy?: either
88.Shy or outgoing?: a combination
89.Do you like to take lead in the relationship?: sometimes
90.Do you like to make the first move?: not really

The Random Section
91.What's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: Ummmmm. . .
92.What's the most embarassing thing you have ever done?: dunno
93.What's the nicest thing you have ever done?: uumm..
94.How do you get to school?: I get a ride
95.What do you eat for breakfast?: nothing usually
96.What do you sleep in?: Pj pants and a tanktop
97.What color are your bedroom walls?: Paionted like a jungle (I want to change that)
98.How about your sheets?: Patterned
99.How many people have been with you inbetween those sheets?: 0
100.Wasn't this a fun survey?: Meh
Current Mood: Blah

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